AFTER THE 'O'

[overworlds]

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You've done the deed, so is the moment magical or are you instantly regretting it? You need to decide through the euphoria... or the disappointment if it didn't rock your world like you thought it would.

01. fantastic!
That was everything you thought it would be and then some. You are more than willing to go again and again and again... after you catch your breath! And maybe enjoy some nice cuddling with a nap.

02. what did we just do?
What you did was entirely impulsive. You didn't think things through and you really hope you didn't mess things up. You're so nervous, you don't even know what to do! It's hard to just relax and enjoy the moment when you want to freak out so bad.

03. that was okay.
One of you didn't reach the finish mark before the other or the chemistry just wasn't there. Whatever the case is, you have to either let the other know or pretend it was fabulous. Totally! Or at least reassure them it happens to everyone.

04. aftercare.
In the BDSM sense, aftercare is the process of attending to the intense feelings that come after a session that can range from exhilaration to depression. Kiss, cuddle and pamper your sub.

05. let's not talk about this.
This was a total mistake. You should not have touched that person. Maybe you hate them or maybe it's just wrong for any number of other reasons. Whatever the case is, you need to both swear to just never discuss it.

06. didn't want to have to hurt you.
(warning: non-con!) Maybe what you did wasn't entirely consensual, but they totally wanted it. You know they did, you could read it in their face. Maybe you just didn't care and took what you wanted instead.

07. first time.
Your partner didn't know you were a virgin... or maybe they did! Maybe you were both virgins. How was the first time? Do you want to do it again? Are you way too sore to even want to move? Go through those awkward first times together.

08. wildcard.
Is there some other scene you want to play out? Do so with this option or combine others.

(bakerstreet)

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Re: Shinwoo (CNU) (B1A4) - 2

[(Anonymous)]

At the start there had been nothing wrong, everything had felt quite perfect. A few bottles of soju, some flirty and kissing later and before Kibum knew it he was lying in bed, wearing nothing but his skin with a firm warm body right on top of him. It wasn't a body he ever thought would be in his bed, the face matching of someone he had only met by chance backstage. It was because of Shinwoo they had been here, the idol having taken initiative in getting Kibum's kakao ID. They had chatted for a while, hung out whenever schedule allowed it and now? They were here, naked, hands wondering and lips tingling from kissing too much.

It wasn't until he felt Shinwoo press closer between Kibum's legs that alarmbells were starting to go off. What were they doing?! Should they even do this?! Oh god if any of his band members came in and saw this... he would be in so much trouble. What if after this Shinwoo was never going to talk to him again? What if he was going to be disgusted like the last person he had done this with?

Kibum stiffened below him, lips stilling and hands clutching at Shinwoo's back, frozen in time unable to speak or voice his thoughts. Shit, he was ruining the moment for both of them!

Re: Shinwoo (CNU) (B1A4) - 2

[(Anonymous)]

He was coming such a long way to what was happening now, and it still didn't feel more real than a dream. Debuting had only made Shinwoo a little bit less socially awkward, so anything that depended on his social skills were deemed far-fetch by him. If anything, he was more confident of his looks now, and it helped convincing himself he wasn't someone that would get kicked out of someone else's bed that easily. But the beautiful sunbae he had a crush on? The beautiful male sunbae he'd been lusting after since the first time his eyes landed on him? That sunbae was way out of his league, no matter what his supportive bandmates told him.

He never thought he'd have the chance to so much as chat with Kibum on the phone, or flirt with him when they met backstage, let alone go out with him for a drink. They were the same age, so Shinwoo had that playing in his favor; he knew Kibum liked hanging around people born the same year as him. But having Kibum interested in him beyond that particularity was quite... fortunate. Of course, he made a point to show off his figure every time they met, just to maybe increase his chances of getting lucky.

And now he'd finally gotten as lucky as he'd ever wanted to be. There was alcohol involved, but Shinwoo believed they were there because both genuinely wanted to. It was only his first time in his sunbae's dorm, but it didn't really make him want to slow things down. He'd had Kibum on his mind for quite some time, it was too difficult to be rational now that he had the blond underneath him, his body on full display, and he was ready to give him a good time. But suddenly Kibum didn't seem as eager, and Shinwoo didn't want to be an asshole and ignore the clear signs that something was wrong.

So he detached his lips from Kibum's reluctant ones and stopped with the hip rolls. His long hair was in a ponytail, keeping his long hair from falling on his face and getting in the way of their kissing, but it was almost undone now, and Shinwoo had to flip it back, unwilling to take his hands off of Kibum.

"Is everything okay, Kibum ah? Suddenly you stopped kissing back..." he sounded almost apologetic, knowing all too well what could possibly be wrong about this. If he had to stop now, he would, but that would be so frustrating.

[(Anonymous)]

To Kibum Shinwoo's infatuation with him had not been obvious. If anything he thought the guy had only gotten interested when they started hanging out. After all his loud-mouthed nagging, sometimes arrogant ways were often for show, to hide insecure parts of himself. He really didn't believe he was the hottest piece of ass in town and he definitely didn't believe everyone was after him. Perhaps if he had known how much shinwoo liked him and for how long he had been working towards this he wouldn't be feeling so... panicky about it all.

Swallowing Kibum didn't speak at first, he was looking down at the wide expanse of Shinwoo's shoulders then the smooth line of his chest. He was much more meaty than Kibum was, taller and wider too. It was hot.

Wishing he could just fidget or pace around because it would make him feel less on edge Kibum looked up again, wondering if he should tell the truth. After all he wasn't uncomfortable lying in bed with another guy, he had come to terms with that ages ago. But it was the aftermath he was freaking out about.

"Shinwoo." He started but was afraid his explanation was going to sound cheesy, or too harsh or... would just make it worse! "If we do this. Is it going to be weird?" He finally asked. "Be honest. Do you just want to fuck and leave?"

[(Anonymous)]

So maybe Kibum could hold his liquor even better than Shinwoo assumed. The thought was fleeting but the surprise remained and showed in his very masculine (except for maybe the hair) features, and the boy leaned off some more, just so Kibum's face would be entirely on frame. If he was having those concerns, he definitely wasn't inebriated beyond reasoning. On one hand, Shinwoo was really happy about it because it meant Kibum really did want to be there with him after all. On the other hand, he was now thinking too much.

"Is that up to me?" The hoobae asked, brows raised. He was seeing Kibum perfectly through contact lenses, but was known for wearing glasses everywhere. That and his hair were his signature traits. "I'm not going to lie, I don't know what to expect of this, Kibum... I was just making the most out of this... because honestly, I didn't think it was going to happen twice," he shook his head, in a way that sort of looked like even thinking about getting that lucky more than once was absurd.

[(Anonymous)]

Kibum was actually surprised how sober he was feeling. He wondered if the panic was causing that as earlier he had felt so.. out of it. Dreamy with his head stuffy with clouds. Alcohol made it so much easier to respond on instinct especially when sober you second guessed yourself too much. But that second guessing was returning making Kibum wish he had drank more even if he would regret having a hangover the next day. Realizing how much power he had given Shinwoo and how weak it probably made him seem he averted his gaze, almost as if he were ashamed of himself in this moment. Panic and boners really didn't go together and Kibum was starting to feel awkward as he shifted around and felt himself brush up against Shinwoo.

"Why?" He asked then, surprised to hear that answer. "Why did you think that.. if it was good I wouldn't want to do it again?" Kibum might have a line of friends behind him but he didn't make it his mission to randomly sleep with as many of them. he was picky with the lovers he chose, for various of reasons. And this.. this had been a while coming for him as the last few weeks he had been thinking about it more and more.

"I want to do this." He eventually side as his palms ran up Shinwoo's back, feeling the smoothness under his fingertips and it was appealing to him. "But not if after I am not going to see you again anymore." Because he wanted to keep seeing him, wanted to get to know Shinwoo better, wanted to keep him around because Shinwoo was entertaining and as much as Kibum hated to admit it being around him really did make him happy.

[(Anonymous)]

Thoughts of leaning off of Kibum completely so they could sit and talk this through abandoned Shinwoo very fast, when the other male's hands started moving again. It would really be awful if he had to get off of Kibum now. He smiled at the touch and at the simplicity of Kibum's request. There was an inherent gentleman in him though, that made him suggest the opposite of what he really wanted.

"I really want to do this and keep seeing you after, but if you think we're going too fast... I mean, we kind of are," Shinwoo chuckled and his smile grew sheepish, voice hesitant, as though he was afraid of a reprimand. "We don't have to, I won't disappear either way."

What he did next didn't exactly encourage Kibum to agree with his suggestion. Long bangs fell to the sides of his face when Shinwoo leaned in again, to place a kiss on the spot between Kibum's lower lip and his chin. The B1A4 member had seen pretty boys in his life, in fact he roomed with two guys who were basically the epitome of that, but the one he had a crush on, whom he had naked under his body now, he was a whole other level of gorgeous. "How would I not want you again?" His voice had dropped a few octaves as he spoke right against Kibum's lips.

[(Anonymous)]

Too fast. They definitely were going too fast. If he had been a girl he probably would have never ended in this position, but being male changed things a lot of the time. It was incredibly difficult to resist primal urges especially when a certain part of your anatomy grew so hard it was impossible to ignore this. Worries didn't come until way after, if that. Which is why Kibum was surprised he was worrying about it -now- instead of during the aftermath. Maybe stress and alcohol combined had intensified those insecurities he often tried to mask with big talk and laughter.

But did he want to stop? No. As much as it had been freaking him out Kibum really didn't want to stop, his mind and body eager to see where this was going - even if it was obvious - and how it would feel like. It was a human trait to have the urge to be desired and Shinwoo made him feel exactly that. He wanted to drink it all up, savor it. Maybe that was why he had been so afraid, thinking this wonderful feeling would only last for a night and then leave him disappointed and cold.

Those wordse Shinwoo spoke.. they meant something, were more than words whispered in the moment. It made Kibum tremble as he lay beneath his warm body, mouth suddenly going dry and his doubts were momentarily put aside as they had to make way for the instant need he felt crawling back up. Tilting his head he properly closed the distance between their lips, eyes falling shut as he allowed for one hand to sink into the softness of Shinwoo's hair. He was back at doing what he had before his freak out, hips raising up to roll against Shinwoo while his mouth moved in possessive ways.


(I really am enjoying this.. crack pairing and the dynamic of them and I was wondering if you were interested if you'd ever want to psl them? ._.

[(Anonymous)]

Whether it was sanity or insanity making him do this, Shinwoo would never be sure. In the back of his mind, he knew that wasn't how things should go between them, especially not if he wanted to leave a good impression on Kibum. He should have left the initiative to do something like that entirely to the blond boy, to make sure he wouldn't come across as too eager, or make him feel insecure about his real intentions. But would any sane guy already with the tendency to have a thing for other guys, not want to have Kibum?

Shinwoo was far from experienced, but he knew his standards and expectations, and Kibum was definitely much above them. Just the way he kissed, the way his body reacted to stimuli, the little sounds he made, it was all almost too much for the long-haired boy. As soon as Kibum’s fingers found their way through his hair, Shinwoo’s own ones dug into the flesh of his hips, and the kiss they shared was really breathtaking; he only parted it in favor of kissing other spots on the other’s face, humming along every peck delivered to his flawless skin. He wanted to break into another string of praise and compliments on Kibum’s looks, but that didn’t need to get any more awkward. Instead, he concentrated in pleasuring the other man the best he knew how to, teeth scraping up his jawline, tongue and lips playing with his earlobe, breathing hot and heavy into Kibum’s ear and still humming appreciatively.

After exploring that area well, Shinwoo started traveling down to Kibum’s neck and collarbones, hands never idle, feeling up the blond’s thighs and hips. “You’re so hot,” he couldn’t help whispering against the spot he’d been kissing between Kibum’s collarbones. “I’d kiss your body all night long,” he completed, right before sucking delicately on Kibum’s skin again, afraid to leave a mark but really wishing he could do so.


(( hi! I wouldn’t mind psling them! were you thinking of taking this scene elsewhere?

[(Anonymous)]

(( if you wanted to we could! I have a dreamwidth journal for key we could continue this at if you wanted? It's ~beyonds I could put the whole scene there and reply to it? ^^ and we could discuss it further through PM's?